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20020203
@ 7:28 PM
I took a survey :)
I'm a Fire Spirit
What's your spirit? ;)
Love,
Stephanie -
20020201
@ 8:57 PM
ARG! SOOOO SOOOO SORRY POKI! *gets chopped into pieces* I'm so terribly busy with school and band and the comp was spoilt (dad did something to it). Then, everything's just gone like that *clicks finger*. LIKE THAT! *CLICKS FINGER AGAIN*. Sheesh, now I have to download PS 6.0 ALL OVER -_-" Gee.
Oh yeah, ra.com's still down *grumbles* I don't know what's happening...I have to wait till April 8th to get my domain renewed (or maybe I'll just get another domain, sheesh *_*) I've lost AIM and MSN too...*grumbles some more* Grace and Poki, thanks so much for checking out that I'm still alive lol :) You could always email me (wings@access-time.com or steph@rydia.nu)...for now, I'll just leave..*yawn* I'm so tired =_=
Love,
Stephanie -
20020124
@ 7:21 PM
GRR! I hate this! Try typing in radiantangel.com or www.radiantangel.com in your browser window and see what happens. A big ugly page does not exist page. Or rather for me, I have this MSN search program thingy. Grr. I have to change registrars. It's either that or I have to change hosts. =|
Anyways, Poki - I don't know lol...I wanted to have something else...let me think..eh...I don't know =X I think I wanted to change it to radiant-wings.net or radiantwings.com or somethign lol -_-" but oh nevermind, i can't even view radiantangel.com now =| i have to go call my hostees to find another host...sigh...
Love,
Stephanie -
20020115
@ 6:02 PM
Thanks for your encouragement Val! =D And Poki ... yep, you're right =\ I think the place I bought my domain is doing some upgrading...it's either that or stupid ol' hostyard's down again. Sigh, I think I better ask all my hostees to look for another home til' I change hosts =\ Oh yeah, great news Poki, I decided to re-new ra.com and not close it down lol ;) But I'm opening it April 1st...April's fool! lol I think.
Anyways, I thought I had piano at 5:10pm today but actually it was on Thursday. Then, I had to rush home and cut off the project I was doing with my friend and I didn't bring my buscard so I had to use coins and on my way home I tripped and fell on one of the sits on the bus (luckily it was empty) and then I was locked out of my house. -__-" Bad day huh?
Hm, take a look at my works! =D Uhh. Nothing much...Nice layout - moomoos! XD~~~
Oh yeah...look at this...I'm a kiwi! =D
Love,
Stephanie -
20020112
@ 5:16 PM
Charing finally set up my account for me on her domain but it's so slow I can't get anything uploaded and it gave me 3 errors before I finally logged in lol -_-" Not that I'm complaining of course...
Anyways, whoa, I haven't posted for like what...a week? Well, it's a busy year I tell ya! This year I'm having streaming and I do hope I'll get into triple science (I think it's the class that takes the most subjects - 3 sciences, 2 maths, 2 languages and some other stuff I can't remember). But the problem is I have to get 150 or more for maths and science combined together (and that's hard since I'd have to get at least 75 for each of them). So...I was studying for like hell and I get the worst teachers of all, take, for example, my maths teacher - gee, he's been telling us stuff we knew since we were 9. Our chinese teacher - he spent 4 days (with a total of 8 hours) teaching one lesson and we're supposed to be tested in March for 1/4 of the whole 2A syllabus (which is about 6 lessons or so). How am I gonna complete all 6 lessons with this kind of teaching pace? Plus - he always goes out of topic and I never get what he's talking about -_-"
Other than that, nothing much's happening, I haven't been on the computer much and I haven't talked to Jen for ... well, a lot of days. Oh yeah, Sai has got a new layout and I love it ^^ Her works are always sooo beautiful =X Another new layout here...greyscale! lol ;) Wowwer! I love the artwork for that...and the scrollbar's so cool...righty? Right. That's all the plugs I've got to do lol, cya!
Love,
Stephanie -
20020105
@ 3:39 PM
Opps, haven't been posting regularly ^^" Hmm, anyways, today was the Secondary 1 CCA Orientation (those extra-curricular activities we do here like band, volleyball, etc). There was this girl who wanted to join band and wants to play the flute (cheer 'cos it's my section) and plus, you can't believe how beautiful she is. It's like she's this little 12 year old princess! She's soooo pretty I don't know how to describe it with words and that makes me soooo envious (lol, okay - so I'm not at all beautiful/whatever and now I'll seem more ugly). I don't know but from the time I came back until now (1 hour?) I've been thinking about her (no, I'm not a lesbian) and I was like kind of half-willing her not to join band though she definately would already lol -_-" But anyways, if she did that'll be one more junior for me! *beams* LOL =)
I'm so tired now though, I've been going around school for the whole day asking "Are you interested in music?" "Do you wanna join band?" etc. and 90% of them walks past me as if I'm invisible. Otherwise they go "NO!" at you *_* Youngsters nowadays...(as if I'm old lol)
Beautiful work Jen! This looks eye-blinding, but I like the shadow under the text ;) New layout here, I love the mouseover on the splash :)
Oh yes, and one last thing before I go - I took a Lord of the Rings survey ^^;
Love,
Stephanie -
20020102
@ 7:55 PM
Wow Poki! You're so lucky, fireworks =P I love those! We only have those on National Day here at Singapore -_-" And that's saaaad. Anyways, Val - I stayed home and watched TV with my family until midnight lol I wasn't allowed on the comp cos the whole day I was on it doing who-knows-what haha XD
Anyways, first day of school today! Bo-ring. Of course, it was the usual introductions of the teachers, us telling them our names, the teachers telling us the class rules etc. (they do that every year - trust me!) Then we had our time tables (and all the teachers' names sound so unfamiliar lol)
Monday - PE (1hr), Maths (half hr), D&T (1 & half hr), break (35 mins), chi reading (half hr), assembly (1 hr), science (1hr) (ends school at 2pm)
Tuesday - Chinese (1hr), Science (half hr), English (1 hr), Music (half hr), break (35mins), Public Speaking -_-" (1 hr), Maths (half hr), Life Science (1hr) (ends school at 2pm)
Wednesday - Chinese (1hr), Maths (1 hr), English (1 hr), break (35mins), Moral Education (1 hr), History (1 hr), Georgraphy (1 hr) (ends school at 2:30pm)
Thursday - English (1hr), Art (1hr), Chinese(1hr), Literature(1hr), Science (1hr), Maths (1hr) (ends school at 2pm)
Friday (yay!) - English (half hour), Science (half hour), Chinese (1hr), Literature (1hr), Eng Reading (half hour), Patoral Care (half hour), Georgraphy (half hour), Project Work (what the heck) (1 hour) (ends school at 2pm)
School starts at 7:20am (as usual) and blah blah blah. SIGH.
Love,
Stephanie -
20020101
@ 12:33 PM
Happy new year everyone!!  Hope you have a wonderful 2002! (total silence with a bit of echo) Hmpf, so I know no one visits my pathetic little journal but who cares 
Wonderful new layout here - a simple, pinkish one  Oh yes, and Stacey's new layout is fabulous! I often wonder how people do all those 3D-like images  relique.net must be the 8th wonder of the world! (Umm, wait, there's only 7 currently right? Or was it 8? 9? Hm..whatever)
Love,
Stephanie -
20011230
@ 5:22 PM
I feel so miserable...I don't know why. I just need to talk to someone I know offline. Someone who really understands who I am...what I am...I feel so cooped up. And when I try to find someone, all I find is no one. I feel so hollow, so empty. Nothingness. I feel dried up of my emotions. I want to cry...cry everything out, but my eyes are drier than ever. I feel so fustrated - so fustrated I don't know my senses anymore. I feel unknown, strange to myself...alien. What am I so fustrated...so depressed about? I have no idea. Family...friends...relationships...life...myself...almost everything. I do have a huge problem with my mom. I don't know who my friends are anymore. I'm so depressed, so negative about life. I hate myself for who I am...a lunatic almost. I hate everything, everyone. No one cares anymore...and I don't believe a single one who say they do. I'm a selfish person am I? I expect someone to be there always for me and only me. I want someone to truly care...to truly love me from the bottom of his heart but am I a little too young for that? A 13 year old girl...imagine...what can I do? Nothing. I can't work - I think it's underage here. I can't earn money to support myself. I live off others. I depend on my parents to raise me. I wish time would fly...I don't want to depend on people anymore. I long for freedom, a freedom that isn't within my reach. I feel locked up...and often locked up in a cage made of my frozen tears. It seems almost impossible that life could carry on, that time is moving. In fact, time isn't moving - it's crawling. Crawling...dragging on...every second seems to last for eternity and yet when I feel the most tiny sensation of happiness from within...time steps on the accelerator and with a blink of my eye - it's gone. I'm hollow again. Depressed. I am nothing.
Love,
Stephanie -
20011228
@ 8:25 PM
Hmm, anyways, I got hosted by Charing so I might be moving soon...
Grace and I can co-working together on a game which I'm keeping as a secret right now...Poki's in it with me too ^^; Hehe, this is so much fun =D Better than staying at home doing homework with school coming up in just 5 days anyways -_-"
Carol went off to visit Dennis - they're so good friends o_O I wish I could have a friend like that ^^ (maybe sometime I could take a plane to Australia and visit Jen XD) Alrighty then...school in 5 days...*sigh* *grumbles* *curses*
Love,
Stephanie -
@ 7:15 PM
yep - blogger screwed up and I sort of lost my username o.O it was telling me my current username (chronofreeze) does not exist -_-" so i re-registered and i hope it's still working...
Love,
Stephanie -
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